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after 967354201 years
i’ve finally managed time to make
even merely a single post
been very (very) busy these past few months
well nothing special really
just that i developed this ‘happy crush’ on someone
won’t be saying either he’s a celebrity or not
batchmate or not
schoolmate or not
won’t be giving clues either
all i know is i find this guy
special
in a way that’s not often noticed by the society
tho it’s gonna be arresting once you found out who he is
probably when you hear the sound of his name
the first thing that
will pop in your mind is
why
yes he’s not legit crush-material
not to mention he’s not-so-good image
but despite that
i see something deep within his eyes
(dramatic) (ikr) (yes) (all my blogposts are) (get used to it) (ok)
no really i think he’s often misjudged due to matters
not often understood by this cruel world
that ends up making him the same way
it’s a well thought out phrase
and won’t be quite easy to comprehend
however if u try coherent thinking
behind all this drama and shit
you might see that i actually make sense
he’s a nice guy // irrelevant statement
since we’re not even a single bit close
and i’m sure he barely knows my name
hope we’ll meet nicely in person tho
be friends or even acquaintances can do
suddenly an interest spurted inside me out of his knowing
don’t get me wrong
i don’t like him anything more than a friend
he’s far behind my standards
uh huh i’ve set quite high bars for the ‘ideal guy’
effects of reading too much fiction books
i’m not on the search anyway
i believe you don’t go
looking out for the one
he’ll be the one to come
looking for you

after 967354201 years

i’ve finally managed time to make

even merely a single post

been very (very) busy these past few months

well nothing special really

just that i developed this ‘happy crush’ on someone

won’t be saying either he’s a celebrity or not

batchmate or not

schoolmate or not

won’t be giving clues either

all i know is i find this guy

special

in a way that’s not often noticed by the society

tho it’s gonna be arresting once you found out who he is

probably when you hear the sound of his name

the first thing that

will pop in your mind is

why

yes he’s not legit crush-material

not to mention he’s not-so-good image

but despite that

i see something deep within his eyes

(dramatic) (ikr) (yes) (all my blogposts are) (get used to it) (ok)

no really i think he’s often misjudged due to matters

not often understood by this cruel world

that ends up making him the same way

it’s a well thought out phrase

and won’t be quite easy to comprehend

however if u try coherent thinking

behind all this drama and shit

you might see that i actually make sense

he’s a nice guy // irrelevant statement

since we’re not even a single bit close

and i’m sure he barely knows my name

hope we’ll meet nicely in person tho

be friends or even acquaintances can do

suddenly an interest spurted inside me out of his knowing

don’t get me wrong

i don’t like him anything more than a friend

he’s far behind my standards

uh huh i’ve set quite high bars for the ‘ideal guy’

effects of reading too much fiction books

i’m not on the search anyway

i believe you don’t go

looking out for the one

he’ll be the one to come

looking for you


SURPRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISE HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG SIS <3

kala mo wala kong greeting no?
of course not
i actually made the greeting late on purpose
just like what they always say
save the best for last
kidding
i’m not the best
YOU are
love you
but really i only wanted to be the last person to greet you (sasapakin ko pag may bumati pa sayo tapos ko)
and yeah it’s written in english
so fab (hahaok)
going back
THANK YOU
that’s the first thing i want to say
you don’t know how lovely you are
meeting such an amazing person in my life
when i first saw you
tbh i didn’t expect we would be this close
i thought you were someone who’s serious and quiet
and a very talented person
i remember that time during the summer workshop
sir edmon called you to do an act
and in just one snap
both of your eyes
were swollen deep in tears (humanga talaga ko sayo non)
you were crying so eagerly that
for the entire activity
i was stealing glances at you
a bit curious about you and
all thanks to the seating arrangement
i realized something important
the person at my back
was actually
my other half
like a puzzle piece
who completes me
whenever i don’t feel whole
you were the one and only friend i knew
that made me cry so freaking much
especially during chats
tho i had plenty of pathetic times
you never left my side
like our seat
you were always there behind and
ever since then
you were
that friend who knows so many wisdom words
that friend who’s like no other
that friend who i see as a big sister
that friend who jokes a lot and
makes everyone smile
despite having problems of her own
that friend who taught me things i’ve never known
that friend who’s one of the closest to my heart
that friend i never want to be apart
that friend was
YOU
i’m sorry i wasn’t able to greet you personally
we already had a plan but
things just got so hectic
and i know this reason isn’t enough
not to be there on your special day
that’s why i’ll make it up to you
i commit
you’re one the best people i know
and helped me overcome big big trials in
yup big big
that no one
not even taylor swift
can ever replace y
yes maybe you’re right
college is different from high school
and i couldn’t imagine how hard it would’ve been for you
having shitty classmates there
but there’s one thing i’m sure about
things will get better
just like what you always say
iiyak mo lang yanminsan kapag naiyak mo na lahat mawawala na din yung sakit
and i know for a fact
that you are beautiful
inside & out
and maybe it’ll just take some time
for them to see how lovely you are
always remember that
whenever you feel sad
call/chat/text/tweet me
and you won’t be alone
dadamayan kita! pepe
no matter what
even 2 3 4 5 10 years from now
nothing will change
if you won’t let it
sucks we only became this close
in the middle of the school year
if you ask me
nabitin talaga ko (sobra)
don’t worry
one day mag dedate dn tayo
sister-date :>
wonder why i call you big sis?
yes i do have my old sisters
but they’re10-12 years older than i am
and it would take years for them to understand
what us teenagers are facing in our present generation
Thank God 4th year students were accepted on the 9th season
and i found the qualities of a big sister i was looking for
it was all in
YOU
so i hope you’ll never change
because of all the friends i have
you understand me the most
even the way i type
you already know whether i’m serious or not
like how
lol
i love you big sis!!!!
thank you for everything we’ve been through
and never giving up on me
when i almost gave up on myself
again, i love you ate andrea!!!!
and i miss you sooooooo much
loads and loads and loads of love
bond soon pls
i love you
x

SURPRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISE HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG SIS <3

kala mo wala kong greeting no?

of course not

i actually made the greeting late on purpose

just like what they always say

save the best for last

kidding

i’m not the best

YOU are

love you

but really i only wanted to be the last person to greet you (sasapakin ko pag may bumati pa sayo tapos ko)

and yeah it’s written in english

so fab (hahaok)

going back

THANK YOU

that’s the first thing i want to say

you don’t know how lovely you are

meeting such an amazing person in my life

when i first saw you

tbh i didn’t expect we would be this close

i thought you were someone who’s serious and quiet

and a very talented person

i remember that time during the summer workshop

sir edmon called you to do an act

and in just one snap

both of your eyes

were swollen deep in tears (humanga talaga ko sayo non)

you were crying so eagerly that

for the entire activity

i was stealing glances at you

a bit curious about you and

all thanks to the seating arrangement

i realized something important

the person at my back

was actually

my other half

like a puzzle piece

who completes me

whenever i don’t feel whole

you were the one and only friend i knew

that made me cry so freaking much

especially during chats

tho i had plenty of pathetic times

you never left my side

like our seat

you were always there behind and

ever since then

you were

that friend who knows so many wisdom words

that friend who’s like no other

that friend who i see as a big sister

that friend who jokes a lot and

makes everyone smile

despite having problems of her own

that friend who taught me things i’ve never known

that friend who’s one of the closest to my heart

that friend i never want to be apart

that friend was

YOU

i’m sorry i wasn’t able to greet you personally

we already had a plan but

things just got so hectic

and i know this reason isn’t enough

not to be there on your special day

that’s why i’ll make it up to you

i commit

you’re one the best people i know

and helped me overcome big big trials in

yup big big

that no one

not even taylor swift

can ever replace y

yes maybe you’re right

college is different from high school

and i couldn’t imagine how hard it would’ve been for you

having shitty classmates there

but there’s one thing i’m sure about

things will get better

just like what you always say

iiyak mo lang yan
minsan kapag naiyak mo na lahat
mawawala na din yung sakit

and i know for a fact

that you are beautiful

inside & out

and maybe it’ll just take some time

for them to see how lovely you are

always remember that

whenever you feel sad

call/chat/text/tweet me

and you won’t be alone

dadamayan kita! pepe

no matter what

even 2 3 4 5 10 years from now

nothing will change

if you won’t let it

sucks we only became this close

in the middle of the school year

if you ask me

nabitin talaga ko (sobra)

don’t worry

one day mag dedate dn tayo

sister-date :>

wonder why i call you big sis?

yes i do have my old sisters

but they’re10-12 years older than i am

and it would take years for them to understand

what us teenagers are facing in our present generation

Thank God 4th year students were accepted on the 9th season

and i found the qualities of a big sister i was looking for

it was all in

YOU

so i hope you’ll never change

because of all the friends i have

you understand me the most

even the way i type

you already know whether i’m serious or not

like how

lol

i love you big sis!!!!

thank you for everything we’ve been through

and never giving up on me

when i almost gave up on myself

again, i love you ate andrea!!!!

and i miss you sooooooo much

loads and loads and loads of love

bond soon pls

i love you

x

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPENCER M. FELIX
my gift for you is the quote above
*opens party poppers* yay so that&#8217;s it
hope you liked my gift
happy birthday
bye
kidding (haha)
of course i&#8217;ll be writing a very long message for
the most dramatic &amp; inevitably annoying but
best-est baby bro in my life
first i want to say
THANK YOU
thank you for being one of  my hug buddies
to be honest
out of all the people
i thought i&#8217;d be close with
you were least expected
turns out i was wrong
bc u came out to be
the closest to my heart
you probably don&#8217;t know this but
i&#8217;m really grateful i met you
those first awkward mcdo meetings
kruhay audition days
that couple-break-up scene
and many more
i remembered them all to bits
tell me your secrets and ask me your questionsoh let&#8217;s go back to the start
thank you for trusting me with all your troubles
i may be known as loud at times
but i&#8217;m actually very choosy when it comes to friends
yes i befriend everyone but
not all of them are really part of the friends i can treasure
some tends to forget or else ends up forgotten
but when it comes to you
you&#8217;re something worth a hundred thank you&#8217;s for
nobody said it was easy
i know you&#8217;re having a hard time right now
i&#8217;m sorry if i became not much of a help
 but still thank you
for letting me see a different side i&#8217;ve never known
doncha worry that didn&#8217;t change a single bit as how i see you
you&#8217;ll always be that tall mischievous charice-looking clingy corny guy i know (pogi ka na) (sige na)
so please
don&#8217;t be depressed
i know it&#8217;s awful yes it really is
it was harder than i imagined
but still do keep in mind
that things will get better in time
i know solving problems doesn&#8217;t happen overnight
especially with what you&#8217;ve been through
and how complicated it must have been
that&#8217;s why we&#8217;re here // i&#8217;m here
if you have any concerns
or want to cry
my shoulder is all yours
you can lean on it anytime you want
if you need a hug
count on me *sending virtual hug*
that&#8217;s what friends are for
and do keep in mind that
 it&#8217;s you who holds the pen in your life
you&#8217;re the author
if you want to be happy then be so
happiness is a choice
and btw you look better when you&#8217;re smiling
it&#8217;s the first time i&#8217;m saying this
you&#8217;re actually one of my ideal guy best friend
you have the qualities i&#8217;m searching for
a perfect buddy
that&#8217;s why you matter to me
and i want you to be happy
basically because
i care for
YOU
i&#8217;m your sister y&#8217;know
tho you&#8217;re a few inches taller (few) (i repeat) (few)
we share the same blood no scientist can ever explain
and even if i find out you&#8217;re a unicorn or a vampire or an alien or
whatever secret you&#8217;re holding in inside
you&#8217;ll always be welcome in my arms
i&#8217;ll be here for you no matter what
so never feel alone
and sometimes all you need is one person to be there
in spite of all your perfect imperfections
all you need to do is
start believing yourself
enough with the self-pity
you&#8217;re lovely
in your own special ways
stop the negativity from getting inside you
before you know it, you&#8217;re losing the people you love
and even the ones who care about you the most
you deserve better
just don&#8217;t forget to talk to Him every night
i&#8217;m very sure He&#8217;ll know what to say
i may not be able to fix you
but i know He will
God loves you
happy birthday
i love you bro
until an apple grows out of a mango tree
which will take on
forever
x

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPENCER M. FELIX

my gift for you is the quote above

*opens party poppers* yay so that’s it

hope you liked my gift

happy birthday

bye

kidding (haha)

of course i’ll be writing a very long message for

the most dramatic & inevitably annoying but

best-est baby bro in my life

first i want to say

THANK YOU

thank you for being one of  my hug buddies

to be honest

out of all the people

i thought i’d be close with

you were least expected

turns out i was wrong

bc u came out to be

the closest to my heart

you probably don’t know this but

i’m really grateful i met you

those first awkward mcdo meetings

kruhay audition days

that couple-break-up scene

and many more

i remembered them all to bits

tell me your secrets
and ask me your questions
oh let’s go back to the start

thank you for trusting me with all your troubles

i may be known as loud at times

but i’m actually very choosy when it comes to friends

yes i befriend everyone but

not all of them are really part of the friends i can treasure

some tends to forget or else ends up forgotten

but when it comes to you

you’re something worth a hundred thank you’s for

nobody said it was easy

i know you’re having a hard time right now

i’m sorry if i became not much of a help

 but still thank you

for letting me see a different side i’ve never known

doncha worry that didn’t change a single bit as how i see you

you’ll always be that tall mischievous charice-looking clingy corny guy i know (pogi ka na) (sige na)

so please

don’t be depressed

i know it’s awful yes it really is

it was harder than i imagined

but still do keep in mind

that things will get better in time

i know solving problems doesn’t happen overnight

especially with what you’ve been through

and how complicated it must have been

that’s why we’re here // i’m here

if you have any concerns

or want to cry

my shoulder is all yours

you can lean on it anytime you want

if you need a hug

count on me *sending virtual hug*

that’s what friends are for

and do keep in mind that

 it’s you who holds the pen in your life

you’re the author

if you want to be happy then be so

happiness is a choice

and btw you look better when you’re smiling

it’s the first time i’m saying this

you’re actually one of my ideal guy best friend

you have the qualities i’m searching for

a perfect buddy

that’s why you matter to me

and i want you to be happy

basically because

i care for

YOU

i’m your sister y’know

tho you’re a few inches taller (few) (i repeat) (few)

we share the same blood no scientist can ever explain

and even if i find out you’re a unicorn or a vampire or an alien or

whatever secret you’re holding in inside

you’ll always be welcome in my arms

i’ll be here for you no matter what

so never feel alone

and sometimes all you need is one person to be there

in spite of all your perfect imperfections

all you need to do is

start believing yourself

enough with the self-pity

you’re lovely

in your own special ways

stop the negativity from getting inside you

before you know it, you’re losing the people you love

and even the ones who care about you the most

you deserve better

just don’t forget to talk to Him every night

i’m very sure He’ll know what to say

i may not be able to fix you

but i know He will

God loves you

happy birthday

i love you bro

until an apple grows out of a mango tree

which will take on

forever

x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIELLE TRISHA OLANDAY AGUDA ♡♡♡




i know letters are so cliche and stuff
but trust me
this one isn’t ordinary
today’s gonna be the first time i write a birthday blogpost for anyone
and i wanted to make it unforgettable
that’s why it was saved for a very important person
YOU
where do i start
first i’d like to sing you a happy birthday
gulprens since ‘11
you don&#8217;t know how lovely you are
now fasten your seatbelt
we’re going for a flashback friday kind of ride (see what i did there)
let’s go back 7 years ago
grade 3 // romanianus
if i’m not mistaken
u were that small yet irresistibly cute kid i know
we weren’t really that close then but
this day’s actually very significant
maybe for you it isn&#8217;t
but for me it very much is
cause this was the day
an extra special person came to my life
i met you
» fast forward to grade 6
this was the year we established the strongest
yet fragile thing in the world
friendship
it all started when you drove me home
idk how but after that
we suddenly became the best of friends
tambay at your house
tambay at my house
group studies (3% books 97% chitchat)
taylor swift soundtrips plus concerts in bed
and cupcake-baking-thru-microwave-using-cakes-literally-in-a-cup moments
ever since thenyou were this talented and pretty and had silky hair type of girl
while i was.. well
 nobody
despite our differences
you remained as this charming sweet little girl
that no one can ever compare
not once did i ever felt unusual to you instead
you became one of the closest persons to my heart
every moment was so comfy like
we were sisters from another mother
always there
ready to give a shoulder to lean on
thank you really
for being the best-est-est-est friend i know
remember the day when i had a break down
it was freshmen year and i had issues
i was pointlessly crying over the phone
but you never hanged up or left
you stayed and listened to me
just stood there by my side like you always do saying
no it’s okayyou’re beautifuleverything’s going to be finedon’t cry smile
you probably don&#8217;t know this
but this words inspired me to be where i am now
and be the person i aspired to be
thank you for showing me that nothing’s impossible
for always believing in me especially during those dark days
you don’t know how lucky i am to have you
you got a smile so big that any guy can fall in love with
and a forehead that could shine bright like a diamond (joke) (love you)
you’re beautiful
inside and out
sorry if this letter became longer than i thought
140 characters just aren’t enough
to express how amazing a person you are
stay iridescent 
never change
and always remember
than whenever you need a friend
i’m a pm/dm/text away
speaking of text
i changed my number btw
09261159093 there ya go
even if an entire mob&#8217;s against you
don’t worry
i’ve got your back gurlpren
forever and always
may you achieve all the things you want in life
and have all the best the world can offer
i love you to the moon and back
and over and more
from your pinaka nakakalokang friend (u said it in the grad letter)
in a good way of course
Chelsea
P.S. sexiest friend too (mwa) (hug)
*starts dancing like a banana*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIELLE TRISHA OLANDAY AGUDA ♡♡♡

i know letters are so cliche and stuff

but trust me

this one isn’t ordinary

today’s gonna be the first time i write a birthday blogpost for anyone

and i wanted to make it unforgettable

that’s why it was saved for a very important person

YOU

where do i start

first i’d like to sing you a happy birthday

gulprens since ‘11

you don’t know how lovely you are

now fasten your seatbelt

we’re going for a flashback friday kind of ride (see what i did there)

let’s go back 7 years ago

grade 3 // romanianus

if i’m not mistaken

u were that small yet irresistibly cute kid i know

we weren’t really that close then but

this day’s actually very significant

maybe for you it isn’t

but for me it very much is

cause this was the day

an extra special person came to my life

i met you

» fast forward to grade 6

this was the year we established the strongest

yet fragile thing in the world

friendship

it all started when you drove me home

idk how but after that

we suddenly became the best of friends

tambay at your house

tambay at my house

group studies (3% books 97% chitchat)

taylor swift soundtrips plus concerts in bed

and cupcake-baking-thru-microwave-using-cakes-literally-in-a-cup moments

ever since then

you were this talented and pretty and had silky hair type of girl

while i was.. well

nobody

despite our differences

you remained as this charming sweet little girl

that no one can ever compare

not once did i ever felt unusual to you instead

you became one of the closest persons to my heart

every moment was so comfy like

we were sisters from another mother

always there

ready to give a shoulder to lean on

thank you really

for being the best-est-est-est friend i know

remember the day when i had a break down

it was freshmen year and i had issues

i was pointlessly crying over the phone

but you never hanged up or left

you stayed and listened to me

just stood there by my side like you always do saying

no it’s okay
you’re beautiful
everything’s going to be fine
don’t cry
smile

you probably don’t know this

but this words inspired me to be where i am now

and be the person i aspired to be

thank you for showing me that nothing’s impossible

for always believing in me especially during those dark days

you don’t know how lucky i am to have you

you got a smile so big that any guy can fall in love with

and a forehead that could shine bright like a diamond (joke) (love you)

you’re beautiful

inside and out

sorry if this letter became longer than i thought

140 characters just aren’t enough

to express how amazing a person you are

stay iridescent

never change

and always remember

than whenever you need a friend

i’m a pm/dm/text away

speaking of text

i changed my number btw

09261159093 there ya go

even if an entire mob’s against you

don’t worry

i’ve got your back gurlpren

forever and always

may you achieve all the things you want in life

and have all the best the world can offer

i love you to the moon and back

and over and more

from your pinaka nakakalokang friend (u said it in the grad letter)

in a good way of course

Chelsea

P.S. sexiest friend too (mwa) (hug)

*starts dancing like a banana*

I’M FINE

today’s probably the worst day of my life dad’s in one of his ‘sumpong’ days i’m blamed for something justifiable (but i can’t) (cause u know) (parental issues) mom’s sooo annoying as fuck (forgive me mom) bitchy days with bitchy people (yes) (bitchy) (i repeat) (bitchy) almost got stuck on a tricky situation (too confidential) (can’t tell) everything’s a mess (like life) (and my hair) wasted money for my lost sim (i loaded it) (forgot it was gone) i’m lame (not new) i comment all the time (it’s in my bio) (read it lazy ass) eyes swollen in tears yet no one cares to notice (i hide) what is going on (no spacing) (too sad) (to hit space bar) tho i need space anywhere as long as it’s far far away (disneyland) (joke) God how can i joke at times like this (am i human) (no) (i’m a unicorn) (weee) just hate everything right now (it will pass) had a ptngmggktngnpt-marathon with a friend (thank u) (it helped) (i think) it rained despite the scorching sun (what a perfect weather) (to ruin the day) think i’m gonna cry again but (no) not in front of cousins (no) not in front of dad (no) not in front of mom (no) not in front of anyone so the question is how are you chelsea well the answer’s right above (clue: it’s in capslock)

THANK YOU

so yeah i’d like to leave a few words for the best people i know

sorry for all this drama tho

hi team mcdo!!

we only met 8 months ago

but i feel like we’ve met each other for years

you’ve always been there for me ever since

from mutya to plays and more and i’ll always be grateful for that

i never expected i’d be so close to people i used to see passing by the hallway 

and treat them like family (hug)

you gave me something words can’t express what (97% green) (kidding)

thank you for being my comfort zone

and i’m sorry (i really am)

the very fact i ruined that fridate we were all giddy excited about

can’t stop thinking nothing but

guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt

i’ll make it up to you guys i promise (no) i commit

just not money ok bc i’m broke as fck right now 

that’s why i’ve been doing different things just so this bonding would be a success (sounds like poop) (haha ok)

i’ve been secretly sneaking in my parent’s pockets joke

so anyway going back

may you achieve everything you want to attain in life (you all deserve it) (wink)
here’s to another year of voluntarily making embarrassing things together (i hope) (stay in touch pls)

and never ever ever getting back together (joke)

what i really meant was never change 

ever 

like

ever

i love you all to bits

see you on monday

P. S. a very few are selected to see this blog so please do keep it private as well hehe i trust you anyways *insert heart emoji here*

THANK YOU

so yeah i’d like to leave a few words for the best people i know

sorry for all this drama tho

hi team mcdo!!

we only met 8 months ago

but i feel like we’ve met each other for years

you’ve always been there for me ever since

from mutya to plays and more and i’ll always be grateful for that

i never expected i’d be so close to people i used to see passing by the hallway

and treat them like family (hug)

you gave me something words can’t express what (97% green) (kidding)

thank you for being my comfort zone

and i’m sorry (i really am)

the very fact i ruined that fridate we were all giddy excited about

can’t stop thinking nothing but

guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt

i’ll make it up to you guys i promise (no) i commit

just not money ok bc i’m broke as fck right now

that’s why i’ve been doing different things just so this bonding would be a success (sounds like poop) (haha ok)

i’ve been secretly sneaking in my parent’s pockets joke

so anyway going back

may you achieve everything you want to attain in life (you all deserve it) (wink)

here’s to another year of voluntarily making embarrassing things together (i hope) (stay in touch pls)

and never ever ever getting back together (joke)

what i really meant was never change

ever

like

ever

i love you all to bits

see you on monday

P. S. a very few are selected to see this blog so please do keep it private as well hehe i trust you anyways *insert heart emoji here*

LIES
this one’s dedicated for a friend who have been depressed these past few days
all this time she kept on telling us stuff like
i’m over him i hope they’re happy now he’s better off with her
but deep inside there’s that heartache that never seemed to go away
she still do things for this guy even if some already cross the line
but what the hell
she doesn’t care
she loved him
and she still does
no matter how may times she deny all of this crap i don’t think she can (i have proof) (no holding back)
i hate to break it up to you friend
but why seriously do you know how helpless you look right now
still expecting that you could bring back what’s already gone
i love you really but you’re making me hate you because of this
why did you have to lend him your password for him to see all your posts which were obviously related to him (what were you thinking)
didn’t you know you only made him feel oh-so-good with himself just so his head would be thicker than his face
did you actually expect him to come running back to you after reading those long posts you wrote
you didn’t even let me see and yet you gave him the privilege to do so
am i not that trustworthy enough
so now what (look at yourself) he only broke your heart again for the umpteenth time
not on the same context tho (don’t get me wrong) he’s a douche bag for giving your pw away but
come to think of it
he couldn’t have done that if it weren’t for you right
why did you have to give him like what the fuck are you nuts
i have a bad feeling you’re being desperate a bit
and i don’t see you as a real person forgive me for this
in the end you still chose him over your best friend
remember what i did for you 5 months ago (you probably don’t) cause your too busy being head over heels in love with mr wrong
when will you ever learn
and when will you ever stop
lying to me

LIES

this one’s dedicated for a friend who have been depressed these past few days

all this time she kept on telling us stuff like

i’m over him
i hope they’re happy now
he’s better off with her

but deep inside there’s that heartache that never seemed to go away

she still do things for this guy even if some already cross the line

but what the hell

she doesn’t care

she loved him

and she still does

no matter how may times she deny all of this crap i don’t think she can (i have proof) (no holding back)

i hate to break it up to you friend

but why seriously do you know how helpless you look right now

still expecting that you could bring back what’s already gone

i love you really but you’re making me hate you because of this

why did you have to lend him your password for him to see all your posts which were obviously related to him (what were you thinking)

didn’t you know you only made him feel oh-so-good with himself just so his head would be thicker than his face

did you actually expect him to come running back to you after reading those long posts you wrote

you didn’t even let me see and yet you gave him the privilege to do so

am i not that trustworthy enough

so now what (look at yourself) he only broke your heart again for the umpteenth time

not on the same context tho (don’t get me wrong) he’s a douche bag for giving your pw away but

come to think of it

he couldn’t have done that if it weren’t for you right

why did you have to give him like what the fuck are you nuts

i have a bad feeling you’re being desperate a bit

and i don’t see you as a real person forgive me for this

in the end you still chose him over your best friend

remember what i did for you 5 months ago (you probably don’t) cause your too busy being head over heels in love with mr wrong

when will you ever learn

and when will you ever stop

lying to me

REGRETS PART 2
the moral of the story had a lot to do with how i ended up with this post
I know i made a lot of mistakes but i don’t regret making any of them because if i hadn’t made them i wouldn’t have learn how to make things right
that’s when it hit me
what if we never met
what if he didn’t broke my heart
what if i didn’t make any mistakes same as then
would i still be the girl i am now
or the girl i was 5 months ago
so i realized having that experience wasn’t so bad after all
it’s actually a good thing because it helped me be the person i have become
and grow from all these things
it made me less naive and wiser (not to brag) (i really am tho)
so thank you mr you-know-who
even if you didn’t play much of a good part
you still left something better than you’ve impart (hey that rhymes) (yay)

REGRETS PART 2

the moral of the story had a lot to do with how i ended up with this post

I know i made a lot of mistakes but i don’t regret making any of them because if i hadn’t made them i wouldn’t have learn how to make things right

that’s when it hit me

what if we never met

what if he didn’t broke my heart

what if i didn’t make any mistakes same as then

would i still be the girl i am now

or the girl i was 5 months ago

so i realized having that experience wasn’t so bad after all

it’s actually a good thing because it helped me be the person i have become

and grow from all these things

it made me less naive and wiser (not to brag) (i really am tho)

so thank you mr you-know-who

even if you didn’t play much of a good part

you still left something better than you’ve impart (hey that rhymes) (yay)